To think I was sweet, I was innocent, I was so many good things and you changed all of that. You broke me down, tore away my confidence, you gave me a reason to put scars on my wrist. You thought your words were meaningless and that they had no affect? Yeah, well try being told by the person you invested so much in that the’re just a dumbass bitch that isn’t loved by you. Yeah, you remeber all the times you told me that I was nothing, that there were girls that were better. You remember how many times I’ve cried in front of you because you were an asshole. You remember how I loved you SO stronlgy that I looked passed it all knowing you wouldn’t change. I didn’t care. I was so stupid for loving you but I do and I can’t help it. No matter how many times you hurt me, made me hurt myself, etc, etc, you still weren’t bright enough to open your eyes and see you damaged another person. I thought since you had been hurt so many times I’d be the LAST person you’d ever hurt but I was stupid. You left me with anger, confusion, and pain and you’re not even sorry. Fuck you.
Let’s just face it. You don’t care for me anymore and I’m stupid for still loving you.
Do you think I’ll ever have that really mushy type of romance? You know the one where he calls you just to say he misses you,
You don’t care about me anymore. It’s fine. You don’t love me anymore. I can accept that. You don’t need me, that’s not a problem. Just remember I’m always here as a friend. Yeah, I’ll still love you, but I shouldn’t show it to you anymore because you’re gone. I’ll hurt in silence so I don’t make you feel bad. It’s all okay. Everything is fucking okay.